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i haven't kept up with this thing, mostly cuz i don't really like blogs or using the internet like this.  its just weird to me for some reason. but i'm slightly annoyed at our washing machines.  i paid for a wash and it didn't work at all and i tried again and it still didn't work.  so i wasted 4 quid trying to clean my clothes. ahhh. 
anyway. started 3d design last week.  its alright.  its not my thing at all, but i did enjoy making the 3d maps with a group.   that was cool.  it was nice to be able to thrive off other people's energies and shit. that made it feel more alive to me. we start our second week of this rotation and i really just want it to be over so we can have assessment week and move on.  i'm pretty sure i know what i want to do. i'd like to do fine art or media in fine art or however that works. i really want to experiment with sound- circuit bending, modifying electronics, cassette player turntables, other stuff like that. i saw some videos of people at LCC who are in the sound art course and the stuff they made is incerdible. i forget her name, but she made a piece where she took a bicycle and used it to create sound somehow. i've been thinking of applying to a music school for next year because thats really what i want to do. i don't know!okay. i'm done for now.