ch-ch-changes

so we were given the brief for a final major project and i'm actually excited for it.  i'm going to continue my idea with the kinetic sculpture. or at least i'll try. i'm going to try to make different shapes with them so they can make a tone or something as they spin.  i tried developing film but only about 13 of 36 came out good so i'm buying a flash hopefully wednesday so yeah. i'm completely broke too. money just stresses me out.

i decided i'm not going for my degree next year.  and possibly never.  if i were to go i would feel trapped and tied down.  i can't be in a place for too long otherwise i just go mad. true stuff.

i found a place in southern california that offers workshops in house-building from superadobe. which is like adobe, but its just really super. its meant to be very light on the planet and practical.  so i'm basically learning how to build clay huts. yaaaaa s'gonna be fab. but no i hope i get to do it because it would be amazing, just... so fantastic.

i just want it to be wednesday so i can buy the flash for my holgaaa...and i'm kinda hungry too but thats not as important.

lets get gr0oooveeeeE333

Kinetic sculpsha

more chemtrails, astrology, 2012, and art school

today i went to the shops and on the way i again saw some disappointing things. i think people are starting to think i'm crazy or are just skeptical of the idea of chemtrails......i don't know man!
also, some pretty big planetary alignments are comin up. yeah. well first of all jupiter enters aries on saturday the 22 jan until june this year. this will probably bring boosts of self-confidence and generosity. on the other side, the stock market could get even worse than it is now, and possibly crash. to be honest, i hope it does.  i know that sounds horrible, but the way the world is going, we need a new way of being on earth.  maybe it shouldn't crash,  just kidding, but i mean- i think lots of things should be different about the way developed worlds live. won't go in to that though... anyway,  uranus enters aries on the 3 feb till 2018 (if we make it to 2012) so its very likely to see some huge advancements, maybe technological, and -significant- pioneering in this time. its also likely to see a deeper awareness and practice of revolutions, movements, and very importantly, a high focus on the ideals of humankind.
also the end of the mayan long count is coming up which means the final cycle will begin, starting in march, if i have this information correctly. this last cycle will go till 21 dec. 2012. this new cycle is said to raise our consciousness to an entirely new level...also around the time of the end of 2012 is said to be a huge solar storm/flare and the switching of the poles of the sun which happens about every 11 years.  scientists were not so concerned about it this time round but they apparently miscalculated and the storm they think will be bigger than they imagined.
another fascinating connection i recently learned is that during these solar storms, people who, for example are schizophrenic, or have severe temporal lobe epilepsy, experience visions (pineal gland -look it up!) when there is major solar flare activity. so, it would make sense the sun affects our brain somehow. what if there was a big enough solar flare to hit the earth that affected many people, not only those suffering from the mental illnesses? look up DMT if you don't know what it is. seriously! do it. do it.
on a much different note, last week was terrible and i didn't end up finishing my project because i didn't have enough money to buy printer ink and get to school, let alone buy food.  so i had some serious sorting out to do. also, the photos i took were seen as 'thin' not sure what that means... anyway  i'm feeling way better and i have much more vitality today and i have a new idea for this project.  i had originally wanted to interview homeless people, and maybe i will, but i've got something else a-brewin' and i will post that or whatever my final outcome is when i finish that.  ciao everybody have a wonderful day!

I would like to be a part of this...

mmm

toilets, everybody wants to go to jamaica

today was a cool day.  i brought in some of my work to college to get a little feedback and i guess its goin well, i have an idea of what they mean to me, but i'd rather someone experience it with one hundred percent innocence.

also, brought on some new things... i lent my video camera to a friend over the holiday break and i happened to have some footage of my last project, which was sort of my first dive into the area i would be getting my degree in, so as you can imagine, its quite a paramount piece to have recorded in that respect.
well, i met up with my friend today and she was very brave and admitted that the camera had met its untimely death in a toilet.  curiously, a couple weeks before i was working on my final term project and i happened to have toilets be the main object in the photo. ~~~~~~~
though most people would be pretty upset at finding their video camera is gone, and the fact there was the only (thoroughly) recorded work of my project was on it, i was quite pleased to hear her tell me this.
i've been debating whether or not to take a gap year next year or stay here for uni and try to get my degree.  i've been thinking about this since november.  i'm worried about paying back the loans and supporting myself on my own..most ideas of uni next year scare me, i think the only thing that would keep me is music but it think in this situation the cons outweigh the pros.  i take what happened with the video camera as a clue or message from the universe.  its as if the result of the time and energy i put into that project was spat out back at me, deterring me.  of course, i'm not taking anything with the weight of stones, but it came across to me like a subtle tap on the shoulder telling me which way to go...who knows its all speculation and by now you may really find me and this annoying, but i do believe this.
here's a photo of that project i was diong

and i'm starting to get a little sick, so i made some medicine.

this song sums up how i feel right now. this is good thing.

London Chemtrails?

Today was a lovely mild morning with clear skies. As I trotted to old st. tube station, I noticed streaks of white in the sky.  I decided to snap some shots of em with my silly iphone.  I almost immediately discarded the idea of them being jet streams, for there were a few odd things about them...  first off, there were about three, maybe four, that I could see.  the most prominent one had a very sharp cut off at the beginning and end of the streak, and there was no jet leaving from it, so why was it still lingering? I've seen plenty of jet streams before and they didn't look like this.  The second streak was just the same and probably parallel to the other.  in addition to those, I saw further in the distance a few more faint streaks in the sky crossing once, and then I saw three jets flying.
Even more, later in the day the once clear sky had turned into a huge overcast.  This could obviously be because of how the weather is here, but I have an itching feeling those streaks aren't just jet streams... here are the photos I took this morning and a brief excerpt of a documentary on chemtrails for your viewing pleasure.  educate yourself people! this stuff is serious- it is extremely harmful to the health of humans, animals, and MOTHER EARTH!!!!!!!